You're probably used to reading about not-so-good times in my life, but this blog is different.
Last night Emily came to Tallahassee! How exciting is that? It has been months since I've seen her, so it was a great suprise to hear she was coming to town. Anyway, she got here late last night and it was an epic reunion. We ran into each others arms, just like a movie. Then Emily, Carly and I frolicked around in a united circle of love.
We all decided to go to this cafe/bar place. It was very fun. We all talked and hugged and smiled and laughed. I can't get over how happy I am she's here. I'm so grateful that my 2 best friends (Carly & Emily) are in my life. I know they are always there for me. And even though it had been months since I've seen her, reuniting with her made it seem like we hadn't missed a beat.
Toward the end of the night, a little blurp in my life happened. I texted Malcom. I tell you, it's like an addiction. HE'S like an addiction. I really wonder why I adore him so much sometimes. I think because a woman's heart is designed differently than a mans. To a woman (and therefore, to me), once Malcom and I became close physically, my heart attatched like glue to him. That's what physical closeness does to a woman. But to a man (and therefore to Malcom), physical closeness means nothing! Its just physical. Not emotional, like to a woman.
In my text I asked him what he was doing, and he responded "At the bar with Ashley. What are you doing?" Well, Ashley is his "study partner", but I doubt he was studying at the bar. Lame. Frustrating. Annoying. Pissed. Maybe she is just a friend. But maybe she's more. Maybe she is his type, like I am not. I don't know. All I can come up with is that why would he be "cuddly" with me, if he's "with another girl".
I didn't let it bother me though. I ate my snack at like 3am (after we got home). I refuse to let the eating disorder ruin my weekend with Carly and Emily.
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